finished college forever.

as the title says, i have finished college forever. yes, yes, yes! i don’t think that there is any other person more relieved to leave the place than me. my time hasn’t been that great there. bullies and stress at the same time as trying to recover has been so hard and made me hate the place. i never felt so insecure, ugly and uncomfortable every single day of college. you think that people would grow up as they’re not in high school any more but i guess i’m wrong. in my first year i was bullied for how skinny i was, they used to talk about me right in front of my face, laugh about me and point, stare, laugh and scrutinize how skinny my legs were. like i could help that fact. i was just starting to recover. throughout all of the two years there i have been bullied because i was by myself the majority of the time so people used to bully me for that. and throughout all of the two years i have been whispered about and laughed at when i eat. i have gotten bullied because of what i eat (i don’t think they had ever seen salad on a sandwich the way they used to react), i got laughed at and bullied because i sat there eating a yoghurt. people need to grow up. if only they knew what that used to do to me. they are inconsiderate, ignorant, childish, vile creatures. no one should ever be bullied. it is a disgusting act that needs to be stopped. there is no need for it whatsoever. it makes people feel so low and worthless. just one word being said or one look being given can have drastic impact on a person. i hope that when they finally do realise what they do to people they stop. just remember. you are stronger than the bullies because you are still here now. you are still fighting and don’t give up. my years at college are over and i am not going to miss them. bullies are animals. stay strong <3